You gotta problem you just can't hide 
Compulsive habits that never seem to die 
Your breath has taken up all the air 
Your teeth are rotting 
To black holes in your head 
Well reality is due 
What you say just can't be true 
When the story is streched and so far-fetched 
That you're lacking an excuse 

You Lied... 

Your mother allowed you 
for just one white lie 
But now she's dead 
and she left you with a problem 
Pinocchio has pierced your tongue 
Your nose is growin 
into the 3rd dimension 
Well reality is due 
What you say just can't be true 
When the story is stretched 
And so far-fetched 
That you're lacking an excuse 

You Lied... 

Well reality is due 
What you say just can't be true 
When the story is stretched 
And so far-fetched 
That you're lacking an excuse 

You Lied...

Another sentimental argument and bitter love. 
Fucked without a kiss again and dragged it through the mud. 
Yelling at brick walls and punching windows made of stone. 
The worry rock has turned to dust and fallen on our pride. 

A knocked down dragged out fight. 
Fat lips and open wounds. 
Another wasted night and no one will take the fall. 

Where do we go from here? 
And what did you do with the directions? 
Promise me no dead end streets 
And I'll guarantee we'll have the road.

Now it seems I can't keep my mind of you 
My brain drifts back to better days we've been through 
Like sitting on blacktop of the school grounds 
The love I bitched about I finally found 

But now it's gone and I take the blame 
So there's nothing I can do but take the pain 
Why? 

Now I dwell on what you remind me of 
A sweet young girl who sacrificed her love 
As for me... I am blind without a cause 
And now I reazlied what I have lost 

It was something real that I could have had 
Now I play the fool whose stable soul's gone bad 
Why? 

Tell me the words I might have said 
That's pumping pressure deep inside my head 
Was it bad enough to be too late? 
Just tell me the words I might have ate 

But now it's gone and I take the blame 
So there's nothing I can do but take the pain 
Why?

I saw you standing alone 
With a sad look on your face 
You call him on the phone 
Looks like he left you 
Without a trace 
Tears falling out of your eyes 
He's living in a disguise 
You've been feeling bad for so long 
You wonder if it's right or wrong 

Why Do You Want Him? 
Why Do You Want Him? 

Now many days have gone by 
And you still just sit there and cry 
You're feeling bad for yourself 
His memory will always dwell 
You're so obsessed with his love 
That's why push came to shove 
You've been feeling bad for so long 
You wonder if it's right or wrong 

Why Do You Want Him? 
Why Do You Want Him? 

Why Do You Want Him? 
Why Do You Want Him? 

You find a way out... 
To throw it all the way 
But you can bet... 
You got someting to say 

Why Do You Want Him? 
Why Do You Want Him? 

Why Do You Want Him? 
Why Do You Want Him?

A thought burst in my head and I need to tell you 
It's news that I for thought 
Was it just a dream that happened long ago? 
I think that I just forgot 

Well it hasn't been the first time 
And it sure does drive me mad 

There's a boy who fogs his world and now he's getting lazy 
There's no motivation and frustration makes him crazy 
He makes a plan to take a stand but always ends up sitting. 
Someone help him up or he's gonna end up quitting 

I shuffle through my mind 
To see if I can find 
The words I left behind 
Was it just a dream that happened long ago? 
Oh well... 
Never mind. 

Well it hasn't been the first time 
And it sure does drive me mad 

There's a boy who fogs his world and now he's getting lazy 
There's no motivation and frustration makes him crazy 
He makes a plan to take a stand but always ends up sitting. 
Someone help him up or he's gonna end up quitting 

There's a boy who fogs his world and now he's getting lazy 
There's no motivation and frustration makes him crazy 
He makes a plan to take a stand but always ends up sitting. 
Someone help him up or he's gonna end up quitting 

There's a boy who fogs his world and now he's getting lazy 
There's no motivation and frustration makes him crazy 
He makes a plan to take a stand but always ends up sitting. 
Someone help him up or he's gonna end up quitting

Verse 1- 

I heard you crying loud, 
all the way across town 
You've been searching for that someone, 
and it's me out on the prowl 
As you sit around feeling sorry for yourself 
Don't get lonely now 
Dry your whining eyes 
I'm just roaming for the moment 
Sleazin' my back yard so don't get so uptight 
you been thinking about ditching me 
Chorus- 

No time to search the world around 
Cause you know where I'll be found 
When I come around 
Verse 2- 

I heard it all before 
So don't knock down my door 
I'm a loser and a user so I don't need no accuser 
to try and slag me down because I know I'm right 
So go do what you like 
Make sure you do it wise 
You may find out that your selfdoubt means nothing 
was ever there 
Bridge- 

You can't go forcing something if it's just 
not right 
Chorus- 

No time to search the world around 
Cause you know where I'll be found 
When I come around (2x) 
When I come around (7x)

Thought I ran into you down on the street 
Then it turned out to only be a dream 
I made a point to burn all of the photographs 
She went away and then I took a different path 
I remember the face 
But I cant recall the name 
Now I wonder how Whatsername has been 

Seems that she disappeared without a trace 
Did she ever marry 'ol Whatshisface 
I made a point to burn all of the photographs 
She went away and then I took a different path 
I remember the face 
But I cant recall the name 
Now I wonder how Whatsername has been 

Remember, whatever 
It seems like forever ago 
Remember, whatever 
It seems like forever ago 

The regrets are useless 
In my mind 
She's in my head 
I must confess 
The regrets are useless 
In my mind 
She's in my head 
From so long ago 
Go--go--go-- 

And in the darkest 
If my memory serves me right 
I'll never turn back time 
Forgetting you, but not the time...

Boxed up 
All of her favorite things 
Sold the rest at a rainy yard sale 
Big plans and leaving friends and 
A westbound sign 
Weighed out 
Her choices on a scale 
Prevailing nothing made sense 
Just transportation and a 
Blank decision... 

She's taking off 
Taking off... 
Taking off... 
Taking off... 

No time and no copping out 
She's burning daylight and petrol 
Blacked out the rearview mirror 
Heading westward on 
Strung out 
On confusion road 
And ten minute nervous breakdowns 
Xanex a beer for thought 
And she determined... 

She's taking off 
Taking off... 
Taking off... 
Taking off... 

Is it salvation? 
Or an escape from discontent? 
Will she find her name 
In the California cement? 
Punched out of the grind 
That punched her one too many times... 
Is tragedy 2000 miles away? 

She's taking off 
Taking off... 
Taking off... 
Taking off...

Dear mother, 
Can you hear me whining? 
It's been three whole weeks 
Since that I have left your home 
This sudden fear has left me trembling 
Cause now it seems that I am out here on my own 
And I'm feeling so alone 

Pay attention to the cracked streets 
And the broken homes 
Some call it the slums 
Some call it nice 
I want to take you through 
a wasteland I like to call 
my home 
Welcome To Paradise 

A gunshot rings out at the station 
Another urchin snaps and left dead on his own 
It makes me wonder why I'm still here 
For some strange reason it's now 
Feeling like my home 
And I'm never gonna go 

Pay attention to the cracked streets 
And the broken homes 
Some call it slums 
Some call it nice 
I want to take you through 
a wasteland I like to call 
my home 
Welcome To Paradise 

Dear mother, 
Can you hear me laughing 
It's been six whole months since 
Since that I have left your home 
It makes me wonder why I'm still here 
For some strange reason it's now 
Feeling like my home 
And I'm never gonna go 

Pay attention to the cracked streets 
And the broken homes 
Some call it the slums 
Some call it nice 
I want to take you through 
a wasteland I like to call 
my home 
Welcome To Paradise

This is a public service announcement 
This is only a test 
Emergency, evacuation, protest 
May impair your ability 
To operate machinery 
Can't quite tell 
Just what it means to me 
Keep out of reach of children 
Don't you talk to strangers 
Get your philosophy from a bumper sticker 

Warning, live without warning 

Without, alright 

Better homes and safety-sealed communities 
Did you remember to pay the utility? 
Caution: police line 
You better not cross 
Is the cop or am I 
The one that's really dangerous? 
Sanitation, expiration date 
Pushing everything 
Or shut up and be a victim of authority 

(Chorus) 
(Verse 2) (First 2 lines through megaphone) 
(Chorus) 

This is a public service announcement 
This is only a test

Do as I say not as I do because 
The shit so deep you can't run away 
I beg to differ on the contrary 
I agree with every word that you say 
Talk is cheap and lies are expensive 
My wallet's fat and so is my head 
Hit and run and then I'll hit you again 
I'm a smart ass but I'm playing dumb 

Standards set and broken all the time 
Control the chaos behind a gun 
Call it as I see it even if 
I was born deaf, blind and dumb 
Losers winning big on the lottery 
Rehab rejects still sniffing glue 
Constant refutation with myself 
I'm a victim of a catch 22 

I have no belief 
But I believe 
I'm a walking contradiction 
And I ain't got no right 

Do as I say not as I do because 
The shit so deep you can't run away 
I beg to differ on the contrary 
I agree with every word that you say 
Talk is cheap and lies are expensive 
My wallet's fat and so is my head 
Hit and run and then I'll hit you again 
I'm a smart ass but I'm playing dumb 

I have no belief 
But I believe 
I'm a walking contradiction 
And I ain't got no right 

I have no belief 
But I believe 
I'm a walking contradiction 
And I ain't got no right

Come together like a foot in a shoe 
Only this time I think I stuck my foot in my mouth. 
Thinking out loud and acting in vain. 
Knocking over anyone that stands in my way. 

Sometimes I need to apologize. 
Sometimes I need to admit that I ain't right. 
Sometimes I should just keep my mouth shut, or only say hello. 
Sometimes I still feel I'm walking alone. 

Walk on eggshells on my old stomping ground, yet there's really no one left, that's hanging around. 
Isn't that another familiar face? 
Too drunk to figure out they're fading away.

Summer has come and passed 
The innocent can never last 
Wake me up when September ends 

Like my father's come to pass 
Seven years has gone so fast 
Wake me up when September ends 

Here comes the rain again 
Falling from the stars 

Drenched in my pain again 
Becoming who we are 

As my memory rests 
But never forgets what I lost 

Wake me up when September ends 

Summer has come and passed 
The innocent can never last 
Wake me up when September ends 

Ring out the bells again 
Like we did when spring began 

Wake me up when September ends 

Here comes the rain again 
Falling from the stars 

Drenched in my pain again 
Becoming who we are 

As my memory rests 
But never forgets what I lost 

Wake me up when September ends 

Summer has come and passed 
The innocent can never last 
Wake me up when September ends 

Like my father's come to pass 
Twenty years has gone so fast 
Wake me up when September ends 

Wake me up when September ends 
Wake me up when September ends

I've been waiting for a long time 
For this moment to come 
I'm destined 
For anything...at all 
Downtown lights will be shining 
On me like a diamond 
Ring out under the midnight hour 
No one can touch me now 
And I can't turn my back 
It's too late ready or not at all 

I'm so much closer than 
I have ever known... 
Wake up 

Dawning of a new era 
Calling...don't let it catch you falling 
Ready or not at all 
So close enough to taste it 
Almost...I can embrace this 
Feeling....on the tip of my tongue 

I'm so much closer than 
I have ever known... 
Wake up 
Better thank your lucks stars.... 

I've been waiting for a long time 
For this moment to come 
I'm destined for anything at all 

Dumbstruck 
Colour me stupid 
Good luck 
You're gonna need it 
Where I'm going if I get there... 
At all.... 

Wake up 
Better thank your lucky stars....

So tired, tired of waiting, tired of waiting for you. 
So tired, tired of waiting, tired of waiting for you. 
I was a lonely soul, I had nobody ‘till I met you. 
But you, keeping me waiting, all of the time 
What can I do? 

It’s your life, and you can do what you wanna do. 
Do what you like, but please don’t keep me waitin’ 
Please don’t keep me waitin’, 
Cuz im so tired, tired of waiting, tired of waiting for you. 
So tired, tired of waiting, tired of waiting for you. 
I was a lonely soul, I had nobody ‘till I met you. 
But you, keeping me waiting, all of the time 
What can I do? 

It’s your life, and you can do what you wanna do. 
Do what you like, but please don’t keep me waitin’. 
Please don’t keep me waitin’. 

Cuz im so tired, tired of waiting, tired of waiting for you. 
So tired, tired of waiting, tired of waiting for you. 
For you 
For you

I woke up on the wrong side of the floor. 
Made, made my way through the front door. 
Broke my engagement with myself. 
Perfect picture of bad health, another notch scratched on my belt. 
The future just ain't what it used to be. 

I got a new start on a dead end road. 
Peaked, peaked out on reaching new lows. 
Owe, I paid off all my debts to myself. 
Perfect picture of bad health, another notch scratched on my belt. 
The future's in my living room. 

Uptight, I'm a nag with a gun. 
All night, suicide's last call. 
I've been uptight all night. 
I'm a son of a gun. 
Uptight I'm a nag with a gun

Sitting in my room last night 
Staring at the mirror 
I couldn't find a reason why 
I couldn't be near her 

'Cause you are the one that started 
To make me feel this way 
And every night I'm thinking 
About the words you'd say 

Pictures going through my mind 
When we're together 
All these long and sleepless nights 
Will I ever get better 

'Cause you are the one that started 
To make me feel this way 
And every night I'm thinking 
About the words you'd say 
'Cause you are THE ONE THAT I WANT 

Now you know how I feel 
This love is forever 
You make my life seem so unreal 
Will I ever get better? ... 

'Cause you are the one that started 
To make me feel this way 
And every night I'm thinking 
About the words you'd say 
'Cause you are THE ONE THAT I WANT

Cheapskate on the hill 
A thrill seeker making deals 
Sugar city urchin wasting time 
Town of lunatics 
Begging for another fix 
Turning tricks for speedballs 
One more night 

Making your rounds once again 
Turning up empty handed 
Bumming a ride 
Burning daylight 
Last up at dawn... tight wad hill 

Drugstore hooligan 
Another white trash mannequin 
On display to rot up on the hill 
Living out a lie 
But having the time of his life 
Hating every minute of his existance 

Making your rounds once again 
Turning up empty handed 
Bumming a ride 
Burning daylight 
Last up at dawn... tight wad hill 

Making your rounds once again 
Turning up empty handed 
Bumming a ride 
Burning daylight 
Last up at dawn... tight wad hill

I was a young boy that had big plans. 
Now I'm just another shitty old man. 
I don't have fun and I hate everything. 
The world owes me, so fuck you. 

Glory days don't mean shit to me. 
I drank a six pack of apathy. 
Life's a bitch and so am I. 
The world owes me, so fuck you. 

Wasted youth and a fustful of ideals. 
I had a young and optimisitic point of view. 
Wasted youth and a fustful of ideals. 
I had a young and optimisitic point of view. 

I've decomposed, yet my gut's getting fat. 
Oh my god I'm turning out like my dad. 
I'm just a grouch sitting on the couch. 
The world owes me, so fuck you. 

The wife's a nag and the kid's fucking up. 
I don't have sex `cause i can't get it up. 
I'm always rude. 
I've got a bad attitude. 
The world owes, so fuck you.

Princess in a school girl's dream 
May I please speak with you? 
I'm having troubles with control 
And it's all because of you 
Today I kept on falling down 
I thought it was the street 
So I look down at my shoes 
They were on the wrong feet 

I find it hard to be myself 
(Can you please explain?) 
I do not think that it's my health 
(You're the one to blame) 
You're the one I wish I had 
And now my girlfriend is getting mad 
(I cannot call this sane) 

Today as I was walking down 
You bumped into me 
You said "excuse me" and walked away 
As I dropped to my knees 
I prayed to the being in the sky 
That my parents told me of 
I asked about you but no reply 
No clues about your love! 

I find it hard to be myself 
(Can you please explain?) 
I do not think that it's my health 
(You're the one to blame) 
My girlfriend left me on the phone 
I'm pathetically left here alone 
(I cannot call this sane) 

Can we find a way 
So that you can stay 
I think I'm gonna Pop 

I find it hard to be myself 
(Can you please explain?) 
I do not think that it's my health 
(You're the one to blame) 
You're the one I wish I had 
And now my girlfriend is getting mad 
(I cannot call this sane) 

Can we find a way 
So that you can stay 
I think I'm gonna Pop

See a young girl so soft and blonde Doesn't attack me but she did once Intoxications in her veins Sweet young boy plays with her brain Lydia'll bring to life What are your chance not to oblige Putting his hand on her thigh Ability has now been ripped Take it away, I'd rather sit Sweet children, sweet children, sweet children Remember when? Johnny's playing fun and games, or else he's ?in the storage shed? Running from the light of day, or maybe lie and celebrate The funny circus from his head Follow me if you understand I'll trick her so she'll do it Then I'll sing and now we run Sweet children, sweet children, sweet children Remember when? Sweet children, sweet children, sweet children Remember when?

You pushed me once too far again
I'd like to break your fucking teeth
Stick a knife in the center of your back
You better grow some eyes in the back of your head
I fight dirty, just like your looks
Can't take, can't take, can't take anymore

Take back, take back, take

The taste of bad blood on the tip of my tongue
An eye for an eye
Gun for a gun
Cold-cocked and I'm taking back what's mine
Expect it when you're least expecting it
No loss of love, the smell of regret

I'm not part of your elite 
I'm just alright 
Class structure waving colors 
Bleeding from my throat 
Not subserviant to you I'm just alright 
Down classed by the powers that be 
Give me loss of hope 

Cast out... Buried in a hole 
Struck down... forcing me to fall 
Destroyed... giving up the fight 
Well,I know I'm not alright 

What's my price and will you pay it if it's alright? 
Take it from my dignity 
waste it until it's dead 
Throw me back into the gutter 
'Cause it's alright 
Find another pleasure fucker 
Drag them down to hell 

Cast out... Buried in a hole 
Struck down... forcing me to fall 
Destroyed... giving up the fight 
Well,I know I'm not alright 

Cast out... Buried in a hole 
Struck down... forcing me to fall 
Destroyed... giving up the fight 
Well,I know I'm not alright

3 AM, I'm drunk again, 
My head is standing underneath my puke, 
So make it stop, I'm getting off. 
Make it stop, I'm getting off. 
Sedatives and dizzy spells 
And feeling like a salad in my puke, 
So make it stop, I'm getting off. 
Make it stop I'm getting off. 
Well, slipped into a coma once again. 
Where's my organ donor? 
Lend a hand. 
So when you think you're all alone, 
No one's left to come around, 
Drop like flies and empathize, 
Cause I know that I will someday, 
And I know that I will suffocate, 
Suffocate, suffocate, suffocate. 
One night stands and cheap regrets, 
I take another drag off of my cigarette, 
So stop, I'm getting off. 
Make it stop, I'm getting off. 
One last stop for one track mind, 
Just give me shelter, give me give me something. 
Make it stop, I'm getting off. 
Make it stop, I'm getting off. 
Well, slipped into a coma once again. 
Where's my organ donor? 
Lend a hand. 
So when you think you're all alone, 
No one's left to come around, 
Drop like flies and empathize, 
Cause I know that I will someday, 
And I know that I will suffocate, 
Suffocate, suffocate, suffocate. 

So when you think you're all alone, 
No one's left to come around, 
Drop like flies and empathize, 
Cause I know that I will someday, 
And I know that I will suffocate, 
Cause I know that I will someday, 
And I know that I will suffocate, 
Suffocate, suffocate, suffocate.

I left my little baby with a stray heart
Making me cry
Maybe because baby
Oh you're the only one that I could love
You're never far
You're all I got, my baby

Oh you're not alone
And now I'm where I belong
Without a home
I hold your heart, and never let go

Everything I want, I want from you
But I just can't have you
Everything I need, I need from you
But I just can't have you

I said it a thousand times and now a thousand more
We never part
I'll never stray again from you

As always just before I'm home to your heart
We never part
I'll never stray again from you

You're not alone
And now I'm where I belong
Without a home
I hold your heart, and never let go

Everything I want, I want from you
But I just can't have you
Everything I need, I need from you
But I just can't have you

Standing on the corner of 
Stuart and the Avenue 
Ripping up my transfer 
And a photograph of you 
You're a blur of my dead past and rotting existance 
As I stand laughing on the corner of insignificance 

Well,Destiny is dead 
In the hands of bad luck 
Before it might have made some sense 
But now it's all fucked up 

Seasons change as well as minds 
And I'm a two faced clown 
You're mommy's little nightmare 
Driving daddy's car around 
I'm beat down and half brain dead 
The long lost king of fools 
I may be dumb 
But I'm not stupid enough to stay with you 

Well,Destiny is dead 
In the hands of bad luck 
Before it might have made some sense 
But now it's all fucked up 

Well,Destiny is dead 
In the hands of bad luck 
Before it might have made some sense 
But now it's all fucked up 

All fucked up... 
All fucked up...

St. Jimmy's comin' down across the alleyway 
Up on the boulevard like a zip code on parade 
Light on the sillohette 
He's insubordinate 
Coming at you on account of wonder 
1 2 3 4 

My name is Jimmy and you better not wear it out 
Suicide comando that your momma talked about 
King of the forty theives 
And I'm here to represent 
That needle in the vein of the establishment 

I'm the patron saint of the denial 
With an angel face and a taste for suicidal 

Cigarettes and ramen and a little bag to sell 
I am the son of a bitch and Edgar Allen Poe 
Raised in the city in the hail of lights 
But ain't it worth it that we've been victimized 

I'm the patron saint of the denial 
With an angel face and a taste for suicidal 

You talkin' to me? 

I'll give you something to cry about. 

ST. JIMMY 

My name is St. Jimmy I'm a son of a gun 
I am the one that's runaway out of town now 
A teenage assasin exucuting some fun 
In the cult of the life of crime 

I really hate to say it but I told you so 
So shut your mouth before I shoot you down old boy 
Welcome to the club and give me some blood 
And the resident leader at the lost and found 

It's comedy and tragedy 
It's St. Jimmy 
And that's my nameeeeeee. 
... and don't wear it out!

Looking at the clouds in the sky 
floating image in my mind 
? 
Now I wonder where this place is from 

Evidence is everywhere 
I start to run, now I'm scared 
? 
Strange beings all around. 
Everyone come to this place I've found 

I'm feeling phyced 
walking?wonder why 
All my joys are open 
No more crimes 

My eyes are clear and now I'm cured 
I only wanna be for sure 
? 
? 

Get in my mind and you will find 
Mother love from all mankind 
? 
?

She's a rebel 
She's a saint 
She's assault of the earth 
And she's dangerous 
She's a rebel 
Vigilante 
Missing link on the brink 
Of destruction 
From Chicago to Toronto 
She's the one that they 
Call 'ol whatsername 
She's the symbol 
Of resistance 
And she's holding on my 
Heart like a hand grenade 
Is she dreaming 
What I'm thinking 
Is she the mother of all bombs 
Gonna detonate 
Is she trouble 
Like I'm trouble 
Make it a double 
Twist of fate 
Or a melody that 

She sings of revolution 
The dawning of our lives 
She brings this liberation 
That I just can't define 
Well nothing comes to mind 

She sings of revolution 
The dawning of our lives 
She brings this liberation 
That I just can't define 
Well nothing comes to mind 

She's a rebel 
She's a saint 
She's assault of the earth 
And she's dangerous 
She's a rebel 
Vigilante 
Missing link on the brink 
Of destruction 

She's a rebel 
She's a saint 
She's assault of the earth 
And she's dangerous 
She's a rebel 
Vigilante 
Missing link on the brink 
Of destruction 

She's a rebel 
She's a rebel 
She's a rebel 
And she's dangerous 

She's a rebel 
She's a rebel 
She's a rebel 
And she's dangerous

Why can't you just admit it, you've had it, you're 
sick of me 
You're fed up with all my bad habits, you're 
sick of me 
To your lies you've become so desensitized 
sick of me 
Lost regrets and you say that your mad at me 
sick of me 
Wonderin' out the door 
I am on to you 
Your comin' back for more 
Am I losing you? 
Like a dog that just pissed on your barbecue 
sick of me 
Losin' faith and you still don't know what to do 
sick of me 
Losin' health and now you hate everything and you're 
sick of me 
It's a waste but we still keep on tryin' you're 
sick of me 
Wonderin' out the door 
I am on to you 
Your comin' back for more 
Am I losing you? 
So you got your problems 
So you got it alright 
Do you have a conscience? 
Do you have a reason? 
Well I'm sick of you too. 
Wonderin' out the door 
I am on to you 
Your comin' back for more 
Am I losing you?

You come around every now and then 
Your clothes are different, 
but you're still the same 
Why else would you come here? 
Scumbag on a mission 

You're telling me it's been a while 
Shinning a grin and a brand new life 
Somebodys let you come here 
Scumbag with ambission 

Never though I'd see the like of you around this place 
What's the special occasion? 
Did you run outta friends? 

Hear you are, come around again 
Things are different butcha still pretend 
You gotta reason to come here? 
Scumbag with ambission 

And, you're telling me, things will change 
And you'll leaving in a couple days 
You're gonna change the world someday 
Scumbag with a vision 

It must be nice to know you got it all figured out 
From the wear of sin 
It's the same thing again and again 

Have you ever stopped and thinked, 
before you opened up your mouth? 
Beacuase everytime you do, 
It's the same thing again and again

She... 
She screams in silence 
A sullen riot penetrating through her mind 
We... 
Wait for a sign 
To smash the silence with the brick of self-control 

Are you locked up in a world 
Thats been planned out for you? 
Are you feeling like a social tool without a use? 

Scream at me until my ears bleed 
I'm taking heed just for you 

She... 
She's figured out 
All her doubts were someone else's point of view 
We... 
Walking up this time 
To smash the silence with the brick of self-control 

Are you locked up in a world 
Thats been planned out for you? 
Are you feeling like a social tool without a use? 

Scream at me until my ears bleed 
I'm taking heed just for you 

EHHHHHH,AHHHHHHHHHH!!! 

Are you locked up in a world 
Thats been planned out for you? 
Are you feeling like a social tool without a use? 

Scream at me until my ears bleed 
I'm taking heed just for you

Roaming 'round your house 
WASTING YOUR TIME 
No obligation,just 
WASTING YOUR TIME 
So why are you alone? 
WASTING YOUR TIME 
When you could be with me 
WASTING YOUR TIME 

Well,I'm a WASTE like you 
With nothing else to do 
May I WASTE your time too? 

Warding off regrets 
WASTING YOUR TIME 
Smoking cigarettes 
WASTING YOUR TIME 
I'm just a PARASITE 
WASTING YOUR TIME 
APPLYING myself to 
WASTING YOUR TIME 

Well,I'm a WASTE like you 
With nothing else to do 
May I WASTE your time too? 

So why are you alone? 
WASTING YOUR TIME 
When you could be with me 
WASTING YOUR TIME 

Well,I'm a WASTE like you 
With nothing else to do 
May I WASTE your time too?

I've got some scattered pictures lying on my bedroom floor. 
Reminds me of the times we shared. 
Makes me wish that you were here. 
Now it seems I've forgotten my purpose in this life.Testi Canzoni 
All the songs have been erased. 
Guess I've learned from my mistakes. 

Open the past and present. 
Now and we are there. 
Story to tell and I am listening. 
Open the past and present. 
And the future too. 
It's all I've got and I'm giving it up to you. 

Loose ends tied in knots. 
Leaving a lump down in my throat. 
Gagging on a souvenir. 
Lodged to fill another year. 
Drag it on and on until my skin is ripped to shreds. 
Leaving myself wide open. 
Living out a sacrifice. 

If you got no one and I've got no place to go, would it be alright? 
Could it be alright?

I always waste my time just wondering 
What the next man thinks of me 
I'll never do exactly what I want 
And I'll sculpt my life for your acceptance 

I always waste my time just wondering 
What the next man thinks of me 
I'll never do exactly what I want 
And I'll sculpt my life for your acceptance 

And I feel forgotten 
Feel like rotting 
(Do you feel the same?) 
(Do you feel the same?) 
Adolescence 
Just can't make sense 
(It's calling my name) 
(It's calling my name) 

I take a look around 
And all the things I've found 
I call it blind hatred 
If you'd stop a while 
And maybe if you'd smile 
You would realize that 
We're all the same 

It's just like our brain 
When it apes insane 
We feel the same pain 

All my life I've seemed to have this need 
I think at times it even turns to greed 
We all want to join some family 
We'll even sacrifice a moral changing 

And I feel forgotten 
Feel like rotting 
(Do you feel the same?) 
(Do you feel the same?) 
Adolescence 
Just can't make sense 
(It's calling my name) 
(It's calling my name) 

I take a look around 
And all the things I've found 
I call it blind hatred 
If you'd stop a while 
And maybe if you'd smile 
You would realize that 
We're all the same 

It's just like our brain 
When it apes insane 
We feel the same pain 

I take a look around 
And all the things I've found 
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I'm rotting inside 
My flesh turns to dust 
Whisper, “are you dying?” in my ear 
I'm so sick to death 
Tumors in my head 
Whisper, “are you dying?” in my ear 
Black rose of death 
In my fist I clutch 
Thorns shred my finger tips 
And drips toxic blood 
Kiss me one last time 
Wipe off my sweat 
Whisper, “are you dying?” in my ear 
As my bones they rust 
20 pounds of trust 
Whisper, “are you dying?” in my ear 
Black rose of death 
In my fist I clutch 
Thorns shred my finger tips 
And drips toxic blood 
I'm rotting inside 
My flesh turns to dust 
Whisper, “are you dying?” in my ear 
Kiss me one last time 
Wipe off my sweat 
Whisper, “are you dying?” in my ear 
Whisper, “are you dying?” in my ear

Who the hell are you to tell me what I am 
And what's my master plan. 
What makes you think that it includes you? 
Self-righteous wealth 
Stop flattering yourself, 'cause when the smoke clears here I am. 
Your reject all-American. 

Sucking up you social sect, making you a nervous wreck. 
To hell and back and hell again I've gone. 
You're not my type. 
Not my type. 

What's the difference between you and me? 
I do what I want, and you do what you're told. 
So listen up and shut the hell up. 
It ain't no big deal. 
And I'll see you in hell, 'cause when the smoke clears here I am, your reject all-American. 

Falling from grace, right on my fave. 
To hell and back and hell again I've gone.

Hey can you hear me? 
I'm calling your name 
Hello? Or is this goodbye? 
The gleam in your eyes 
It troubles my brain 
Will I see it again? 
So I can rest my head 

Angel...Angel! Dancing away 
As all of my thoughts get rearranged 
Angel...Angel! Turning away 
Just when thing seem 
To have changed 
So I can rest my head 

Hey can you hear me? 
I'm calling your name 
Hello? Or is this goodbye? 
The gleam in your eyes 
It troubles my brain 
Will I see it again? 
So I can rest my head

I'm all busted up 
Broken bones and nasty cuts 
ACCIDENTS WILL HAPPEN 
But this time I can't get up 
She comes to check on me 
MAKING sure I'm on my knees 
After all she's the one 
Who put me in this STATE 

Is she ULTRA-VIOLENT? 
Is she DISTURBED? 
I better tell her that I LOVE her 
Before she does it all over again 
OH GOD,SHE'S KILLING ME!!! 

For now I'll lie around 
HELL, that's all I can really do 
She takes good care of me 
Just keep saying my LOVE is TRUE 

Is she ULTRA-VIOLENT? 
Is she DISTURBED? 
I better tell her that I LOVE her 
Before she does it all over again 
OH GOD,SHE'S KILLING ME!!! 

Looking out my window for 
Someone that's passing by 
No one knows I'm LOCKED in here 
All I do is cry 

For now I'll lie around 
HELL, that's all I can really do 
She takes good care of me 
Just keep saying my LOVE is TRUE

We're living in repetition. 
Content in the same old shtick again. 
Now the routine's turning to contention, 
Like a production line going over and over and over, roller 
coaster. 

Now I cannot speak, I lost my voice. 
I'm speechless and redundant. 
'Cause I love you's not enough. 
I'm lost for words. 

Choreographed and lack of passion. 
Prototypes of what we were. 
Went full circle 'til I'm nauseous. 
Taken for granted now. 
Now I waste it, faked it, ate it, now i hate it. 

Now I cannot speak, I lost my voice. 
I'm speechless and redundant, 'cause I love you's not enough. 
I'm lost for words, now I cannot speak.

I wonder down these streets all by myself 
Think of my future now 
I just don't know 
I don't seem to care 
I stop to notice that 
I'm by your homeTesti Canzoni 
I wonder if you're sitting all alone 
Or is your boyfriend there 

Because I feel so right 
Let my imagination go 
Until you're in my sight 
And through my veins temptation flows 
Whoa hoa... 
Out here... 

So I sit down here on the hard concrete 
Think of my future now 
I just don't know 
I don't seem to care 
So I sit across the street from your home 
I wonder if you're sitting all alone 
Or is your boyfriend there 

Because I feel so right 
Let my imagination go 
Until you're in my sight 
And through my veins temptation flows 
Whoa hoa... 
Out here... 

Because I feel so right 
Let my imagination go 
Until you're in my sight 
And through my veins temptation flows 
Whoa hoa... 
Out here...

I see you, down in the front line. 
Such a sight for sore eyes, you're a suicide makeover. 
Plastic eyes, lookin' through a numbskull. 
Self-effaced, what's his face. 
You erased yourself so shut up. 
You don't let up. 

You have a growth that must be treated 
Like a severed severe pain in the neck. 
You can smell it but you can't see it. 
No explanation identified 'cause you don't know. 
You don't say. 

And you got no reply. 
Hey you, where did you come from? 
Got a head full of lead, you're a inbred bastard son. 
All dressed up, red blooded, Amannequin 
Do or die, no reply, don't deny that you're synthetic. 
You're pathetic.

Your rise and fall 
Back up against the wall 
What goes around is coming back and haunting you 
It's time to quit 
Cause you ain't worth the shit 
Under my shoes or the piss on the ground 

No one loves you and you know it 
Don't pretend that you enjoy it or you don't care 
Cause now I wouldn't lie or tell you all the things you want 
to hear. 
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU 

I heard your sick 
Sucked on that cancer stick 
A throbbing tumor and a radiation high 
Shit out of luck 
And now your time is up 
It brings me pleasure just to know your going to die 

Dickhead, Fuckface, cock smoking, mother fucking, asshole, 
dirty twat, waste of semen, I hope you die HEY 

Red eye, code blue 
I'd like to strangle you 
And watch your eyes bulge right out of your skull 
When you go down 
Head first into the ground 
I'll stand above you just to piss on your grave

Wherever you go 
You know I'll be there 
If you go far, 
You know I'll be there 
I'll go anywhere, 
So I'll see you there 
You place the name 
You know I'll be there 
You name the time 
You know I'll be there 
I'll go anywhere 
So I'll see you there 

I don't care if you don't mind 
I'll be there not far behind 
I will dare 
Keep in mind 
I'll be there for you 

Where there's truth 
You know I'll be there 
Amongst the lies 
You know I'll be there 
I'll go anywhere 
So I'll see you there 

I don't care if you don't mind 
I'll be there not far behind 
I will dare 
Keep in mind 
I'll be there for you 

If you should fall 
You know I'll be there 
To catch the call 
You I'll be there 
I'll go anywhere 
So I'll see you there 

I don't care if you don't mind 
I'll be there not far behind 
I will dare 
Keep in mind 
I don't care 
I'll be there for you 
I'll be there for you

Ready for a cheap escape 
On the brink of self destruction 
Widespread panic 
Broken glass inside my head 
Bleeding down these thoughts of 
Anguish... mass confusion 

The world is a sick machine 
Breeding a mass of shit 
With such a desolate conclusion 
Fill the void with... I don't care 

There's a plague inside of me 
Eating at my disposition 
Nothing's left 
Torn out of reality 
Into a state of no opinion 
Limp with hate 

The world is a sick machine 
Breeding a mass of shit 
With such a desolate conclusion 
Fill the void with... I don't care 

I WANNA JUMP OUT!!!

Now I rest my head from 
Such an endless dreary time 
A time of hopes and happiness 
That had you on my mind 
Those days are gone and now it seems 
As if I'll get some rest 
But now and then I'll see you again 
And it puts my heart to the test 

So when are all my problems going to end? 
I'm understanding now that 
We are only friends 
To this day I'm asking why 
I still think about you 

As the days go on I wonder 
(Will this ever end?) 
I find it hard to keep control 
When you're with your boyrfriend 
I do not mind if all I am is 
Just a friend to you 
But all I want to know right now 
Is if you think about me too... ? 

So when are all my problems going to end? 
I'm understanding now that 
We are only friends 
To this day I'm asking why 
I still think about you 

So when are all my problems going to end? 
I'm understanding now that 
We are only friends 
To this day I'm asking why 
I still think about you

I wish I could tell you 
But the words would come out wrong 
Oh if you only knew 
The way I felt for so long 
I know that we're worlds apart 
But I just don't seem to care 
These feelings in my heart 
Only with you I want to share 

The first time I caught a glimpse of you 
Then my thoughts were only of you 

I hope that when time goes by 
You will think the same about me 
Many nights awake I lie 
I only wish that you could see 
I know that we're only friends 
I hope this feeling never ends 
If I could only hold you 
It's the only thing I want to do. 

The first time I caught a glimpse of you 
Then my thoughts were only of you

Oh I'm an outsider outside of everything 
Oh I'm an outsider outside of everything 
Oh I'm an outsider outside of everything 
everything you know 
everything you know 
it disturbs me so 

Oh I'm an outsider outside of everything 
Oh I'm an outsider outside of everything 
Oh I'm an outsider outside of everything 
Everything you know 
Everything you know 
It disturbs me so 

Everybody's gotta push me 
Push me around 
Everybody tryed to put me 
Tryed to put me down 

I messed up everyone 
I've already had all my fun 
More troubles are gonna come 
I've already had all my fun 
Oh yeah yeah yeah 

Everybody try to push me 
Push me around 
Everybody try to put me 
Try to put me down 

Oh I'm an outsider outside of everything 
Oh I'm an outsider outside of everything 
Oh I'm an outsider outside of everything 
Everything you know 
Everything you know 
It disturbs me so

Juliet's trying to find out what she wants, but she don't know 
Experience has got her down 
Look this direction, I know it's not perfection, it's just me... 
I want to bring you up again now 

Cause' I'm losing what's left of my dignity 
A small price to pay to see that you're happy 
Forget all the disappointments you have faced 
Open up your worried world and let me in 

Juliet's crying cause now she's realizing love can be 
Filled with pain and distrust 
I know I am crazy, and a bit lazy 
But I will try to bring you up again now 

Cause' I'm losing what's left of my dignity 
A small price to pay to see that you're happy 
Forget all the disappointments you have faced 
Open up your worried world and let me in 

Juliet's crying cause now she's realizing love can be 
Filled with pain and distrust 
I know I am crazy, and a bit lazy 
But I will try to bring you up again some how 

Cause' I'm losing what's left of my dignity 
A small price to pay to see that you're happy 
Forget all the disappointments you have faced 
Open up your worried world and let me in

When I was younger I thought the world circled around me 
But in time I realized I was wrong 
My immortal thoughts turned into just dreams of a dead future 
It was a tragic case of my reality 

Do you think you're indestructable 
And no one can touch you 
Well I think you're disposeable 
And it's time you knew the truth... 

Cause it's just one of my lies! 
Well, its just its just one of my lies 
And all I wanted to was get real high 
Well, its just its just one of my lies 

Why does my life have to be so small? 
Yet death is forever 
And does forever have a life to call its own? 
Don't give me an answer cause you 
Only know as much as I know 
Unless you're been there once 
Well I hardly think so 

Do you think you're indestructable 
And no one can touch you 
Well I think you're disposeable 
And it's time you knew the truth... 

Cause it's just one of my lies! 
Well, its just its just one of my lies 
And all I wanted to was get real high 
Well, its just its just one of my lies 

I used to pray all night 
Before I lay myself down 
My mother said it was right 
Her mother said it too... 
Why?

I'm just a mutt 
And nowhere is my home 
Where dignity's a land mine 
In the school of lost hope 
I've panhandled for a life because 
I'm not afraid to beg 
Hand me down your lost and founds 
Of second hand regret 

You better swallow your pride 
Or you're gonna choke on it 
You better digest your values 
Because they turn to shit 
Honor's gonna knock you down 
Before your chance to stand up and fight 
I know I'm not the one 
I got no pride 

Sects of disconnection 
And traditions of lost faith 
No culture's worth a stream of piss 
Or a bullet in my face 
To hell with unity 
Seperation's gonna kill us all 
Torn to shreds and disjointed 
Before the final fall 

You better swallow your pride 
Or you're gonna choke on it 
You better digest your values 
Because they turn to shit 
Honor's gonna knock you down 
Before your chance to stand up and fight 
I know I'm not the one 
I got no pride 

You better swallow your pride 
Or you're gonna choke on it 
You better digest your values 
Because they turn to shit 
Honor's gonna knock you down 
Before your chance to stand up and fight 
I know I'm not the one 

I got no pride... 
Close your eyes and die... 
I got no pride... 
I got no pride...

Sometimes it gets real hard, 
And I need some kind of output. 
For input twice the size of my one inch mind. 
So slap me on the hand. 
Put it right back down my pants. 
Turn me right around. 
Kick me in the ass. 

Well today I say sweet things, 
But tomorrow, 
I'll be making up excuses, 
For my actions ‘cuz it's been so long, 
Since I've been in love. 
That special kind of feeling. 
Guess my best excuse. 
I'm on the wagon again. 

Well today I say sweet things, 
But tomorrow, 
I'll be making up excuses, 
For my actions ‘cuz it's been so long, 
Since I've been in love. 
That special kind of feeling. 
Guess my best excuse. 
I'm on the wagon again. 

Well I got no real excuse. 
I'm on the wagon again. 
OH YEAH!

Nice guys finish last. 
You're running out of gas. 
Your sympathy will get you left behind. 
Sometimes you're at your best, when you look the worst. 
Do you feel washed up, like piss going down the drain 

Pressure cooker pick my brain and tell me I'm insane. 
I'm so fucking happy I could cry. 
Every joke can have its truth and now the joke's on you. 
I never knew you were such a funny guy. 

Oh nice guys finish last, when you are the outcast. 
Don't pat yourself on the back, you might break your spine. 

Living on command. 
You're shaking lots of hands. 
Kissing up and bleeding all your trust, taking what you need. 
Bit the hand that feeds. 
You kill your memory

Why should my fun have to end? 
For me it's only the beginning 
I see my friends begin to age 
A short countdown to what end 

Call me irresponsible 
Call me habitual 
But when you think of me 
Do you fill your head with schemes 
Better think again 
Cause no one knows 

I don't want to cause no harm 
But sometimes my actions hurt 
Is there something I should find 
To make plans for forever 

Call me irresponsible 
Call me habitual 
But when you think of me 
Do you fill your head with schemes 
Better think again 
Cause no one knows 

Call me irresponsible 
Call me habitual 
But when you think of me 
Do you fill your head with schemes 
Better think again 
Cause no one knows 

Does it seem like all your memories fade 
You soak up knowledge to fill the space 
And still my answer remains... 
I don't know

Virginia was a lot lizard from F.L.A. 
She had a compund fracture in the trunk 
It started when she ran away 
Thumbs out on the interstate 
She hitched a ride to Misery 

Mr. Whirly had a catastrophic incident 
He fell into the city by the bay 
He liquidated his estate 
Now he sleeps up on the Haight 
Panhandling Misery 

And he's gonna get high high high 
When he's low low low 
The fire burns from better days 
And she screams why oh why 
I said I don't know 
The catastrophic hymns from yesterday 
Of Misery 

Well Vinnie was a hustler out of Amsterdam 
He ran the drug cartel in Tinsel Town 
They found him in a Cadillac 
Bludgeoned with a baseball bat 
In the name of Misery 

Then Gina hit the road to New York City 
Mysteriously the night Vinnie croaked 
She stopped in Vegas to elope 
With Virginia and a dope 
Who kissed the bride eternally 

And they're gonna get high high high 
When they're low low low 
The fire burns from better days 
And she screams why oh why 
I said I don't know 
The catastrophic hymns from yesterday 
Of Misery 

Well hell's hounds on your trail now once again, boy 
It's groping on your leg until it sleeps 
The emptiness will fill your soul with sorrow 
'Cuz it's not what you make, it's what you leave 

And we're gonna get high high high 
When we're low low low 
The fire burns from better days 
And she screams why oh why 
I said I don't know 
The catastrophic hymns from yesterday 
Of Misery

Well, people try to put us down 
Talkin' bout my generation 
Just because we get around 
Talkin' bout my generation 
The things they do look awful cold 
Talkin' bout my generation 
I hope I die before I get old 
Talkin' bout my generation 

My generation 

Why don't you all just fade away? 
Talkin' bout my generation 
And don't try to dig what we all say 
Talkin' bout my generation 
I'm not trying to cause a big sensation 
Talkin' bout my generation 
I'm just talkin' bout my generation 
Talkin' bout my generation 

My generation. 

(guitar solos) 
Break it, fuck that shit! 
(don't think Pete Townsend wrote that part) 

Why don't you all just fade away? 
Talkin' bout my generation 
And don't try to dig what we all say 
Talkin' bout my generation 
I'm not trying to cause a big sensation 
Talkin' bout my generation 
I'm just talkin' bout my generation 
Talkin' bout my generation 

My generation 
Talkin' bout my generation 

This is my generation 
This is my generation, baby

She smashed the radio 
with the board of education 
turn up the static left of 
the state of the nation 

Turn up the flame 
step on the gas 
burning the flag at half mast 
she's a rebel's forgotten son 
an export of the revolution 

She is the first voice 
of the last ones in the line 
she'll drag the lake 
to keep the vendetta alive 

Bring in the head of the government 
the dog ate the document 
somebody shot the President 
and no one knows where Maria went? 

Maria, 
Maria, 
Maria, where did you go?... 

Be careful what your offering 
your breath lacks the conviction 
drawing the line in the dirt 
because the last decision.. is no!

I wanna be the minority 
I don't need your authority 
Down with the moral majority 
'Cause I wanna be the minority 

I pledge allegiance 
To the underworld 
One nation underdog 
There of which I stand alone 
A face in the crowd 
Unsung against the mold 
Without a doubt, singled out 
The only way I know 

Stepped out of the line 
Like a sheep run from the herd 
Marching out of time 
To my own beat now... 
The only way I know 

One light, one mind 
Flashing in the dark 
Blinded by the silence 
Of a thousand broken hearts 
"For crying out loud" 
She screamed unto me 
A free for all, fuck 'em all 
You are your own sight 

I wanna be the minority (x4)

Sit around and watch the tube,but nothing's on 
Change the channels for an hour or two 
Twiddle my thumbs just for a bit 
I'm sick of all the same old shit 
In a house with unlocked doors 
And I'm fucking lazy 

Bite my lip and close my eyes 
Take me away to paradise 
I'm so damn bored I'm going BLIND!!! 
And I smell like shit 

Peel me off this velcro seat and get me moving 
I sure as hell can't do it by myself 
I'm feeling like a DOG IN HEAT 
Barred indoors from the summer street 
I locked the door to MY OWN CELL 
And I lost the key 

Bite my lip and close my eyes 
Take me away to paradise 
I'm so damn bored I'm going BLIND!!! 
And I smell like shit 

I GOT NO MOTIVATION 
WHERE IS MY MOTIVATION 
NO TIME FOR THE MOTIVATION 
SMOKING MY INSPIRATION 

Sit around and watch the phone,but no one's calling 
Call me pathetic,call me WHAT YOU WILL 
My mother says to get a job 
But she don't like the one SHE'S got 
When mastur bation's lost its fun 
You're fucking lazy 

Bite my lip and close my eyes 
Take me away to paradise 
I'm so damn BORED 
I'm going blind 
And loneliness has to suffice 
Bite my lip and close my eyes 
I was slipping away to paradise 
Some say,"Quit or I'll go BLIND." 
But it's just a myth

Today's the Macy's Day parade 
The night of the living dead is on it's way 
With a credit report for duty call 
It's a lifetime guarantee 
Stuffed in a coffin, 10% more free 
Red light special at the mausoleum 

Give me something that I need 
Satifaction guaranteed to you 
What's the consolation prize? 
Economy sized dreams of hope 

When I was a kid, I thought 
I wanted all the things that I haven't got 
Oh, but I learned the hardest way 
Then I realized what it took 
To tell the difference between thieves and crooks 
A lesson learned to me and you 

Give me something that I need 
Satisfaction guaranteed 

Because I'm thinkin about a brand new hope 
The one I've never known 
Cuz now I know it's all that I wanted 

What's the consolation prize? 
Economy sized dreams of hope 
Give me something that I need 
Satisfaction guaranteed 

Because I'm thinkin about a brand new hope 
The one I've never known 
And where it goes 
And I'm thinkin about the only road 
The one I've never known 
And where it goes 
And I'm thinkin about a brand new hope 
The one I've never known 
'Cause now I know it's all that I wanted

Nobody likes you... 
Everyone left you... 
They're all out without you... 
Having fun... 

Where have all the bastards gone?Testi Canzoni 
The underbelly's accidental high 
The dummy failed the crash test 
Collecting unemployment checks 
You're fucking only along for the ride 

Where have all the riots gone? 
As your city's model gets pulverized 
What's in love is now in debt 
On your birth certificate 
So strike the fucking match to light this fuse 

The television's an obstructionist 
And you don't even know that you exist 
Stand still wish to die 
You better run for your fucking life 

It's not over 'till your underground 
It's not hope before it's too late 
It's cities burnin' 
It's not my burden 
It's not hope before it's too late 

There's nothing left to analyze 

Where will all the martyrs go when the virus cures itself? 
And where will we all go when it's too late? 

And don't look back 

You're not the Jesus of Suburbia 
The St. Jimmy's opinion of 
Your father's raise and your mother's love 
That's made the idiot America 

It's not over 'till your underground 
It's not hope before it's too late 
It's cities burnin' 
It's not my burden 
It's not hope before it's too late 

She said I can't take this place 
I'm leaving it behind 

Well she said I can't take this town 
I'm leaving you tonight

Started at the age of 4. 
My mother went to the grocery store. 
Went sneaking throught her bedroom door to find something in a size 4. 

Sugar and spice and everything nice wasn't made for only girls. 
GI Joe in panty hose is making room for the one and only. 

King for a day, princess by dawn. 
King for a day in a leather thong. 
King for a day, princess by dawn. 
Just wait 'til all the guys get a load of me. 

My daddy threw me in therapy. 
He thinks I'm not a real man. 
Who put the drag in the drag queen. 
Don't knock it until you tried it

I know that things are getting tougher
When you can’t get the top off from
The bottom of the barrel..!
Wide open road of my future now
It’s looking fucking narrow!
All I know is that I don’t know nothin’.

We get told to decide.
Just like... as if.. I’m not going to change my mind.

All I know is that I don’t know nothing.
Whatca gonna do with yourself boy..
Better make up your mind!

Whatca gonna do with yourself boy,
You’re running out of time.

This time I got it all figured out...
All I know is that I don’t know nothing!
And that’s fine...

Part I 

I'm the son of rage and love 
The Jesus of suburbia 
From the bible of none of the above 
On a steady diet of 

Soda pop and Ritalin 
No one ever died for my sins in hell 
As far as I can tell 
At least the ones I got away with 

And there's nothing wrong with me 
This is how I'm supposed to be 
In a land of make believe 
That don't believe in me 

Get my television fix 
sitting on my crucifix 
A living room on my private womb 
While the moms and brads are away 
To fall in love and fall in debt 
To alcohol and cigarettes 
And mary jane 
To keep me insane 
Doing someone else's cocaine 

And there's nothing wrong with me 
This is how I'm supposed to be 
In a land of make believe 
That don't believe in me 

Part II: City of the Damned 

At the center of the Earth 
In the parking lot 
Of the 7-11 were I was taught 
The motto was just a lie 
It says home is where your heart is 
But what a shame 
Cause everyone's heart 
Doesn't beat the same 
It's beating out of time 
City of the dead 
At the end of another lost highway 
Signs misleading to nowhere 
city of the damned 
Lost children with dirty faces today 
Noone really seems to care 
I read the graffiti 
In the bathroom stall 
Like the holy scriptures of a shopping mall 
And so it seemed to confess 
It didn't say much 
But it only confirmed that 
The center of the earth 
Is the end of the world 
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I fucked up again it's all my fault. 
So turn me around and face the wall. 
Read me my rights and tell me I'm wrong. 
Until it gets into my thick skull. 

A slap on the wrist. 
A stab in the back. 
Torture me, I've been a bad boy. 
Nail me to the cross until you have won. 
I lost before I did any wrong. 

I'm hexed with regrets and bad luck. 
Keep you distance 'cause it's rubbing off. 
Or you will be damned to spend your life in hell. 
Or earth with me tangled at your feet. 
You finally met you nemesis disguised as your fatal long lost love. 
So kiss it good bye 
Until death do we part. 
You fell for a jinx for crying out loud.

To know you is to hate you 
So loving you must be like suicide 
Well I don't mind 
If you don't mind 
Hell, I am not the one that's gonna die 

I guess I just can't listen 
To this one-sided conversation again 
Well I don't care 
If I don't care 
No one ever said that life was fair 

Well everybody loves a joke 
But no one likes a fool 
And you're always crackin 
The same old lines again 
You're well rehearsed on every verse 
And that was stated clear 
But no one understands your verity 

The center of attention 
And an honorable mention once again 
Congratulations 
And salutations 
You're a figment of your own imagination 

To know you is to bait you 
And you fell victim to your own denial 
Well I don't mind 
If you dont mind 
You're was...ting...all...your...time

Somebody keep my balance 
I think I'm falling off 
Into a state of regression 
The expiration date 
Rapidly coming up 
It's leaving me behind to rank 

Always move forward 
Going "straight" will get you nowhere 
There is no progress 
Evolution killed it all 
I found my place in nowhere 

I'm taking one step sideways 
Leading with my crutch 
Got a fucked up equilibrium 
Count down from 9 to 5 
Hooray! We're gonna die! 
Blessed into our extinction 

Always move forward 
Going "straight" will get you nowhere 
There is no progress 
Evolution killed it all 
I found my place in nowhere 

Always move forward 
Going "straight" will get you nowhere 
There is no progress 
Evolution killed it all 
I found my place in nowhere

All brawn and no brains 
And all those nice things 
You FINALLY got what you want 
Someone to look good with 
AND light your cigarette 
Is this what you really want? 

I figured out what you're all about 
And I don't think I like what I see 
SOOOOO ... 
I HOPE I won't be there in the end 
if you come around. 

How long will he last 
Before he's a CREEP in the past 
And you're alone once again? 
Will you pop up AGAIN and be my 
"SPECIAL FRIEND" 'till the end? 
And when will that be? 

I figured out what you're all about 
And I don't think I like what I see 
SOOOOO ... 
I HOPE I won't be there in the end 
if you come around. 

I figured out what you're all about 
And I don't think I like what I see 
SOOOOO ... 
I HOPE I won't be there in the end 
if you come around.

My friend drove off the other day, 
And now he's gone and all they say, 
Is you gotta live cause life goes on 
But now I see i'm mortal too 
I can't live my life like you 
Gotta live it up while life goes on 

And I think it's alright 
That I do what I like cause that's the way I wanna live 
And so I give 
And i'm still giving 

And now I wonder about my friend 
If he gave all he could give 
Cause he lived his life like I live mine 
If you could see inside my head 
Then you'd start to understand 
The things I value in my heart 

You know that, 
I know that, 
Your watching me 

Gotta make a plan 
Gotta do what's right 
Can't run around in circles 
If you wanna build a life 
But I don't wanna make a plan 
For a day far away 
While i'm young and while i'm able 
All I wanna do is....

Wanna be a TV boy. 
Wanna be on Solid Gold. 
Wanna date a millonaire. 
Wanna make people stare. 

I wanna be on TV. 
Want people to know me. 
I wanna be on TV. 

Started out in 54 
Gonna be an omnivore. 
Wanna make people dance. 
Gonna take off my pants. 

I wanna be on TV. 
Want people to know me. 
I wanna be on TV. 

On a magazine. 
Gonna have some free cocaine. 
Wanna wear my Calvin Kleins. 
Then the world will be all mine. 

I wanna be on TV. 
Want people to know me. 
I wanna be on TV.

Looking back upon my life 
And the places that I've been 
Pictures, faces, girls I've loved 
I try to remember when 
Faded memories on the wall 
Some names I have forgotten 
But each one is a memory I 
Look back on so often. 

I look into the past 
I want to make it last 
I was there 

I look into the past 
I want to make it last 
I was there 

Looking back what I have done 
There's lots more life to live 
At times I feel overwhelmed 
I question what I can give 
But I don't let it get me down 
Or cause me too much sorrow 
There's no doubt about who I am 
I always have tomorrow 

I look into the past 
I want to make it last 
I was there 

I look into the past 
I want to make it last 
I was there 

Looking back upon my life 
Faded memories on the wall 
Looking now at who I am 
I don't let it get me down. 

Looking back upon my life 
And the places that I've been 
Pictures, faces, girls I've loved 
I try to remember when 
But I don't let it get me down 
Or cause me too much sorrow 
There's no doubt about who I am 
I always have tomorrow 

I look into the past 
I want to make it last 
I was there 

I look into the past 
I want to make it last 
I was there

Part I: The Death of St. Jimmy 

My heart is beating from me 
I am standing all alone 
Please call me only if you are coming come 
Waste another year flies by 
Waste a night or two 
You taught me how to live 
In the streets of shame 
Where you've lost your dreams in the rain 
There's no sign of hope 
The stems and seeds of the last of the dope 
There's a glow of light 
The St. Jimmy is the spark in the night 
Bearing gifts and trust 
A fixture in the city of lust 
What the hell's your name? 
What's your pleasure what is your pain? 
Do you dream to much? 
Do you think what you need is a crutch 
In the crowd of pain. 
St. Jimmy comes without any shame 
He says “we're fucked up” 
But we're not the same 
And mom and dad are the ones you can blame 

Jimmy died today 
He blew out his brains into the bay 
In the state of mind 
Is my own private suicide 

Part II: East 12th ST. 

Well nobody cares 
Well nobody cares 
Does anyone care if nobody cares? 
Well nobody cares 
Well nobody cares 
Does anyone care if nobody cares? 
Jesus filling out paperwork now 
At the facility on East 12th st. 
He's not listened to a word now 
He's in his own world 
And he's daydreaming 
He'd rather be doing something else now 
Like cigarettes and coffee with the under belly 
His life's on the line with anxiety now 
And she had enough 
And he had plenty 

Somebody get me out of here 
Anybody get me out of here 
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I lock myself inside my room 
I WANNA BE ALONE 
With you around, you'll only add on 
I WANNA BE ALONE 
Its been disturbed by my thoughts 
I WANNA BE ALONE 
With you around, you'll only add on 
I WANNA BE ALONE 

Please don't think I'm crazy 
I don't want you to understand 
My mind is growing hazy 
To hell with your helping hand 
Why don't you just leave me alone 
This conflict is my own 
Keep your sources away from me 
That's all 

I lock myself inside my room 
I WANNA BE ALONE 
With you around, you'll only add on 
I WANNA BE ALONE 
Its been disturbed by my thoughts 
I WANNA BE ALONE 

With you around, you'll only add on 
I WANNA BE ALONE 

Please don't think I'm crazy 
I don't want you to understand 
My mind is growing hazy 
To hell with your helping hand 
Why don't you just leave me alone 
This conflict is my own 
Keep your sources away from me 
That's all 

I lock myself inside my room 
I WANNA BE ALONE 
With you around, you'll only add on 
I WANNA BE ALONE 
Its been disturbed by my thoughts 
I WANNA BE ALONE 
With you around, you'll only add on 
I WANNA BE ALONE 

Please don't think I'm crazy 
I don't want you to understand 
My mind is growing hazy 
To hell with your helping hand 
Why don't you just leave me alone 
This conflict is my own 
Keep your sources away from me 
That's all

My mental stability reaches its bitter end 
As I step to the edge 
Of a shadow of a doubt 
With my conscience beating 
Like the pulse of a drum 
that hammers on and on 
As I reach the break of day 
As the sun beats down 
On the halfway house 
Has my conscience beating 
The sound in my ear 
The will to persevere 
As I reach the break of day 

When you've lost all hope 
And excuses 
And the cheapskates and the losers 
Nothing's left to cling on to 
You gotta hold on... 
Hold on to yourself 

A cry of hope, a plea for peace 
And my conscience beating 
It's not what I want 
For it's all that I need 
To reach the break of day 
So I run to the edge 
Beyond the shadow of a doubt 
With my conscience bleeding 
Here lies the truth 
The lost treasures of my youth 
As i hold to the break of day

Hear the sound of the falling rain 
Coming down like an Armageddon flame (Hey!) 
The shame, the ones who die without a name 

Hear the dogs howling out of key 
To a hymn called Faith and Misery (Hey!) 
And bleed the company lost the war today 

I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies 
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives 
On holiday 

Hear a drum pounding out of time 
Another protestor has crossed the line (Hey!) 
To find the money's on the other side 

Can I get another Amen (Amen) 
There's a flag wrapped around a score of men (Hey!) 
A gag, A plastic bag on a monument 

"The representative of California has the floor" 

Zieg heil to the president gasman 
Bombs away is your punishment 
Pulverize the Eiffel towers 
who criticize your government 
Bang bang goes the broken glass 
Kill all the fags that don't agree 
Trials by fire, setting fire 
Is not a way that's meant for me 
Just cause 
Just cause because we’re outlaws YEAH! 

I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies 
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives 

This is our lives on holiday 

I'm taking all you down with me 
Explosives duct taped to my spine 
Nothings gonna change my mind 

I won't listen to anyone's last words 
There's nothing left for you to say 
Soon you'll be dead anyway 

No one here is getting out alive 
This time I've really lost my mind and I don't care 
So close your eyes 
And kiss yourself goodbye 
And think about the times you spent and what they've ment 
To me its nothing... 

I'm losing all my happiness 
The happiness YOU pinned on me 
Loneliness still comforts me 

My anger DWELLS inside of me 
I'm taking it all out on you 
And all the shit you put me through 

No one here is getting out alive 
This time I've really lost my mind and I don't care 
So close your eyes 
And kiss yourself goodbye 
And think about the times you spent and what they've ment 
To me its nothing... 

Do you ever thing back to another time? 
Does it bring you so down that you thought you lost you're mind? 
Do you ever want to lead a long trail of destruction 
and mow down any BULLSHIT that comfronts you? 
Do you ever build up all the small things in your head? 
To make one problem that adds up to NOTHING 
To me its nothing...

Hey mister, where you headed? 
Are you in a hurry? 
I need a lift to happy hour. 
Say oh no. 
Do you brake for distilled spirits? 
I need a break as well. 
The well that inebriates the guilt. 
1, 2. 1, 2, 3, 4. 

Cold turkey's getting stale, tonight I'm eating crow. 
Fermented salmonella poison oak no 

There's a drought at the fountain of youth, and now I'm dehydrating. 
My tongue is swelling up, as say 1, 2. 1, 2, 3, 4. 
Troubled times, you know i can not lie. 
I'm off the wagon and I'm hitchin' a ride. 

There's a drought at the fountain of youth, and now I'm dehydrating. 
My tongue is swelling up, I say Shit!

How do you get your sleep at night? 
How did you get your noose so tight? 
Like chewing on tinfoil, it's so much fun 
Gonna be dead before your gone 

Cause look how things have gotten 
And I'll be happy so I won't pretend 
And I'll be cheering that you're going down 
And I'll be laughing, I'll be laughing 

How many feelings can you steal? 
Gotta be part of your appeal 
I can see through you cause you're wearing thin 
Like chewing on tinfoil once again 

Ha Ha you're dead 
And I'm so happy 
In loving memory 
Of your demise 

When your ship is going down 
I'll go out and paint the town 
Ha Ha you're dead 
Ha Ha you're dead 
Ha Ha you're dead 

(ha ha ha) 

Ha Ha you're dead 
The joke is over 
You were an asshole 
And now you're gone 
As your ship is going down 
I'll stand by and watch you drown 

Ha Ha you're dead 
You're gonna be dead 
Just remember what I said 
Ha Ha you're dead 
Ha Ha you're dead 
Ha Ha you're dead

Haushinka is a girl with a peculiar name. 
I met her on the eve of my birthday. 
Did she know, did she know, before she went away, does she know? But it's too damn late 

This girl has gone far away. 
Now she's gone. 

All I have now is a memory to date. 
A cheap hat and cigarettes, and a peculiar name. 
I didn't know, I didn't know, before she went away. 
I know now, I know now, and it's too damn late. 

Will she ever find her way? 
I'm too damn young to be too late, but am I? 
Yet again I'm kicking myself, and I'll be here in battle scars, waiting for you. 
Waiting for you now.

A small cloud has fallen 
The white mist hits the ground 
My lungs comfort me with joy 
Vegging on one detail 
The rest just crowds around 
My eyes itch of burning red 

Picture sounds 
Of moving insects so surreal 
Lay around 
Looks like I found something new 

Laying in my bed 
I think I'm in left field 
I picture someone, I think it's you 
You're standing so damn close 
My body begins to swell 
Why does 1 + 1 make 2 

Picture sounds 
Of moving insects so surreal 
Lay around 
Looks like I found something new 

Laying in my bed 
I think I'm in left field 
I picture someone, I think it's you 
You're standing so damn close 
My body begins to swell 
Why does 1 + 1 make 2 

Picture sounds 
Of moving insects so surreal 
Lay around

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road. 
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to do. 
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why. 
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time. 

It's something unpredictable, but in the end is right. 
I hope you had the time of your life. 

So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind. 
Hang it on a shelf of good health and good time. 
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial. 
For what it's worth, it was worth all the while. 
I hope you had the time of your life. 

I hope you had the time of your life.

Here we go again, infatuation 
Touches me just when I 
Thought that it would end 
Oh but then again it seems 
Much more than that but 
I'm not sure exactly what you're thinking 

Well,I toss and turn all night 
Thinking of your ways of effection 
But to find that it's not different at all 
I throw away my past mistakes 
And contemplate my future 
That's when I say... 
What the hey! 

Would I last forever? 
You and I together, hand and hand 
We run away (far away) 
I'm in for nasty weather 
But I'll take whatever you can 
give that comes my way (far away) 

Here we go again, infatuation 
Touches me just when I 
Thought that it would end 
Oh but then again it seems 
Much more than that but 
I'm not sure exactly what you're thinking 
Oh but then again it seems 
Much more than that but 
I'm not sure exactly what you're thinking 

Well,I toss and turn all night 
Thinking of your ways of effection 
But to find that it's not different at all 
I throw away my past mistakes 
And contemplate my future 
That's when I say... 
What the hey! 

Would I last forever? 
You and I together, hand and hand 
We run away (far away) 
I'm in for nasty weather 
But I'll take whatever you can 
give that comes my way (far away) 

Well,I toss and turn all night 
Thinking of your ways of effection 
But to find that it's not different at all 
I throw away my past mistakes 
And contemplate my future 
That's when I say... 
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Take away the sensation inside 
Bittersweet migraine in my head 
It's like a throbbing toothache of the mind 
I can't take this feeling anymore 

Drain the pressure from the swelling, 
The sensation's overwhelming, 
Give me a kiss goodnight and everything will be alright 
Tell me that I won't feel a thing 
So give me novacaine 

Out of body and out of mind 
Kiss the demons out of my dreams 
I get the funny feeling, that's alright 
Jimmy says it's better than air, 
I'll tell you why 

Drain the pressure from the swelling, 
The sensations overwhelming, 
Give me a kiss goodnight and everything will be alright, 
Tell me that I won't feel a thing, 
So give me novacaine 

Oh Novacaine 

Drain the pressure from the swelling, 
The sensations overwhelming 
Give me a kiss goodnight and everything will be alright, 
Tell me, Jimmy, I won't feel a thing, 
So give me Novacaine

I'm on a mission 
I made my decision 
To lead a path of self destruction 
A slow progression 
Killing my complexion 
And it's rotting out my teeth 

I'm on a roll 
No self comtrol 
I'm blowing off steam with methamphetamine 
Don't know what I want 
That's all that I've got 
And I'm picking scabs off my face 

Every hour my blood is turning sour 
And my pulse is beating out of time 
I found a treasure 
filled with sick pleasure 
And it sits on a thin white line 

I'm on a roll 
No self comtrol 
I'm blowing off steam with methamphetamine 
Don't know what I want 
That's all that I've got 
And I'm picking scabs off my face 

I'm on a mission 
I got no decision 
Like a cripple running the rat race 
Wish in one hand shit in the other 
And see which one gets filled first 

I'm on a roll 
No self comtrol 
I'm blowing off steam with methamphetamine 
Don't know what I want 
That's all that I've got 
And I'm picking scabs off my face

He's a victim of his own time 
In his vintage suit and tie 
He's a casualty dressed to the teeth 
In the latest genocide 
The new seasons come and go 
At the dog and pony show 
Gonna sit and beg and fetch the names 
And follow your dress codes 

What's in a name, hey! 

She's a scented magazine 
Lookin sharp and livin clean 
Livin well and dressed to kill 
But she looks like hell to me 
When you're dancing through your wardrobe 
Do the anorexa-go-go 
Cloaked with style for pedophiles 
As your credit card explodes 

Well you auctioned off your life 
For the most expensive prize 
Going once, going twice, it's gone 

(youth crew) 

What's in a name, hey! 
What's in a name, hey! 
What's in a name?

Something's on my mind 
It's been for quite some time 
This time I'm on to you 
So where's the other face? 
The face I heard before 
Your head trip's boring me 

Let's nuke the bridge we torched 
2,000 times before 
This time we'll blast it all to hell 
I've had this burning in my guts now 
for so long 
My belly's aching now to say 

Stuck down in a rut of dislogic and smut 
A side of you well hid 
When it's all said and done 
it's real and it's been fun 
But was it all REAL fun 

Let's nuke the bridge we torched 
2,000 times before 
This time we'll blast it all to hell 
I've felt this burning in my guts now 
for so long 
My belly's aching now to say 

to say... 

You're just... a fuck, 
I can't explain it 'cause I think you suck. 
I'm take- 
-in pride 
in telling you to fuck off and die. 

I've had this burning in my guts now 
for so long 
My belly's aching now to say 
I'm taking pleasure in the doubts 
I've passed to you 
So listen up as you bite thisssss... 

You're just... a fuck, 
I can't explain it 'cause I think you suck. 
I'm take- 
-in pride 
in telling you to fuck off and die. 

Goood niiiiiiiiight....

She's 
An Extraordinary girl 
In an ordinary world 
And she can't seem to get away 

He 
Lacks the courage in his mind 
Like a child left behind 
Like a pet left in the rain 

She's all alone again 
Wiping the tears from her eyes 
Some days she feels like dying 
She gets so sick of crying 

She sees the mirror of herself 
And image she wants to sell 
To anyone willing to buy 

He steals the image in her kiss 
From her heart's apocalypse 
From the one called whatsername 

She's all alone again 
Wiping the tears from her eyes 
Some days she feels like dying 
She gets so sick of crying 

She's all alone again 
Wiping the tears from her eyes 
Some days she feels like dying 
Some days it's not worth trying 
Now that they've pulled the fun in 
She gets so sick of crying 

She's 
An Extraordinary girl 
An Extraordinary girl 
An Extraordinary girl 
An Extraordinary girl

I saw my friend the other day and I don't know 
Exactly just what he became 
It goes to show 
It wasn't long ago 
I was just like you 
And now I think I'm sick and I wanna go home 

How have I been,how have you been 
It's been so long 
What have you done with all your time 
And what went wrong 

I knew you back when 
And you ... you knew me 
And now I think I'm sick and I wanna go home 

Anybody ever say no? 
Ever tell you that you weren't right? 
Where did all the little kid go? 
Did you lose it in a hateful fight? 
And you know it's true 

It wasn't long ago 
I was just like you 
And now I think I'm sick and I wanna go home 

Late last night I had a dream 
And she was in it again 
She and I were in the sky 
Flying hand in hand 
I woke up in a cold sweat 
Wishing she was by my side 
Praying that she'll dry tears 
Left on my face I've cried 

Oh I love her 
Keep dreaming of her 
Will I understand 
If she wants to be my friend 

I'll send a letter to that girl 
Asking her to by my own 
But my pen is writing wrong 
So I'll say it in a song 
Oh I love you more right now 
More than I've ever loved before 
Here's those words straight from these lips 
I'll need you forever more. 

Oh I love her 
Keep dreaming of her 
Will I understand 
If she wants to be my friend 

Oh I love her 
Keep dreaming of her 
Will I understand 
If she wants to be my friend 

The means of pain thats in my heart... 
The means of pain thats in my heart... 
The means of pain thats in my heart... 

Late last night I had a dream 
And she was in it again 
She and I were in the sky 
Flying hand in hand 
I woke up in a cold sweat 
Wishing she was by my side 
Praying that she'll dry tears 
Left on my face I've cried 

Oh I love her 
Keep dreaming of her 
Will I understand 
If she wants to be my friend 

Oh I love her 
Keep dreaming of her 
Will I understand 
If she wants to be my friend 

The means of pain thats in my heart... 
The means of pain thats in my heart... 
The means of pain thats in my heart... 
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Don't want to have you hangin, 
Around me like a leech. 
I think you're just a problem, 
So stay the hell away from me because I don't believe in you. 
And I wanna sit here all my life alone. 
This may sound a little rough, 
Don't wanna fall in love. 
Don't need security. 
I ain't no dog without a bone. 
Don't have no time for love. 
So stay the fuck away from me because I don't believe in you, 
And I wanna sit here all my life alone. 
This may sound a little rough. 
Don't wanna fall in love. 

This may sound a little rough. 
Don't wanna fall in love. 
This may sound a little rough. 
Don't wanna fall in love. 
This may sound a little fucked. 
Don't wanna fall in love.

I'll go for miles 
Till I find you 
You say you want to leave me 
But you can't choose 
I've gone thru pain 
Every day and night 
I feel my mind is going insane 
Something I can't fight 

Don't leave me 
Don't leave me 

A blank expression 
Covering your face 
I'm looking for directions 
For out of this place 
I start to wonder 
If you'll come back 
I feel the rain storming after thunder 
I can't hold back 

Don't leave me 

I'll go for miles 
Till I find you 
You say you want to leave me 
But you can't choose 
I've gone thru pain 
Every day and night 
I feel my mind is going insane 
Something I can't fight 

Don't leave me

I want to be your dominated love slave 
I want to be the one that takes the pain 
You can spank me when I do not behave 
Mack me in the forehead with a chain 

Cause I love feelin' dirty 
And I love feelin' cheap 
And I love it when you hurt me 
So drive them staples deep 

I want you to slap me and call me naughty 
Put a beltsander against my skin 
I want to feel pain all over my body 
Can't wait to be punished for my sins. 

Cause I love feelin' dirty 
And I love feelin' cheap 
And I love it when you hurt me 
So drive them staples deep 

Yee-hah! 

Cause I love feelin' dirty 
And I love feelin' cheap 
And I love it when you hurt me 
So drrrriiiveeee.....Staples?

Every time I'm fallin’ down 
You take the reprecussions 
Headaches and anxieties 
Advancing my frustrations 
Rushings of my depression 
Sacrifice everything 
Waste with me into nothing 
Well now you're stuck with me 
Stuck with me 
Stuck with me 
Hand up your soul to my wrist 
And I'll vow my trust to you 
Moving here I always thought 
I realized you've imagined 
Rushings of my depression 
Sacrifice everything 
Waste with me into nothing 
Well now you're stuck with me 
Stuck with me 
Stuck with me 

Rushings of my depression 
Sacrifice everything 
Waste with me into nothing 
Well now you're stuck with me 
Stuck with me 
Stuck with me

Now you see me, now you don't 
Don't ask me where I'm at 
'Cause I'm a million miles away 
Treated like a forbidden heel 
Don't say my thoughts are not for real 
Or you won't see me again 

Am I here or am I there 
Or am I playing on the stairs 
Am I in my room with my toys 
I am the disappearing boy 

When I walk in crowded rooms 
I feel as if it is my doom 
I know that I don't belong 
In that room I see her 
I see her and she's with him 
I turn and then I'm gone 

Don't call me up 'cause I'm not home 
My whereabouts are now unknown 
I vanished from all your joy 
I'm the disappearing boy 

I have my doubts 
Of where I belong 
It's something to think about 

Don't call me up 'cause I'm not home 
My whereabouts are now unknown 
I vanished from all your joy 
I'm the disappearing boy

Clenching my teeth tight 
My head is like a sponge 
Give it to me free 
I wanna get ripped off 
And drown in the airwaves 
Another fatal wreck 
On the information highway 
So go ahead and kill yourselves 
It all amuses me 
For I'll be damned to spend my life in hell 
Another wise ingrate 
Bring me blood and pain 
Of a stranger's fate 
Give it all away 
Give it to me now 
I'm desensitized 
I wanna watch the bomb 
Blow the masses high 
I wanna get ripped off 
And drown in the airwaves 
Another fatal wreck 
On the information highway 
So go ahead and kill yourselves 
It all amuses me 
For I'll be damned to spend my life in hell 
Another wise ingrate 
Bring me blood and pain 
Of a stranger's fate 
Give it all away 
I wanna get ripped off 
And drown in the airwaves 
Another fatal wreck 
On the information highway 
So go ahead and kill yourselves 
It all amuses me 
For I'll be damned to spend my life in hell 
Another wise ingrate

Wake up, the house is on fire 
And the cat's caught in the dryer 
Philosophy's a liar when 
Your home is your headstone 
Icon is the last chance for hope 
When there's no such thing as heroes 
Your faith lies in the ditch 
That you dug yourself in 

Last chance to piss it all away 
Nothing but hell to pay 
When the lights are going down 

Deadbeat holiday, celebrate your own decay 
There's a vacant sign that's hanging high 
On a noose over your home 
Deatbeat holiday, get on your knees and pray 
There's a vacant sign that's hanging high 
But at least you're not alone 

Christmas lights in the middle of August 
Grudges come back to haunt us 
Your oldest allies 
Are your long lost enemies 
Grounded in a duplex to find 
That you're living on a landmine 
Vacation hotspots 
Is a cemetary drive 

Last chance to piss it all away 
Nothing but hell to pay 
When all you wanna do 
Is not to give up

Seventeen and strung out on confusion 
Trapped inside a roll of disillusion 
I found out what it takes to be a man 
Well,Mom and Dad will never understand 

Secrets collecting dust but never forget 
SKELETONS come to LIFE in my closet 

I found out what it takes to be a man 
Well,Mom and Dad will never understand 
WHAT'S HAPPENING TO ME 

Seventeen and COMING CLEAN for the first time 
I finally figured out myself for the first time 
I found out what it takes to be a man 
Mom and Dad will never understand 
WHAT'S HAPPENING TO ME

Today is the first day 
Of the rest of our lives 
Tomorrow is too late 
To pretend everything's all right 
Well, I'm not getting any younger 
As long as you don't get any older 
I'm not gonna state that yesterday 
Never was 

Bloodshot deadbeat 
Will I go to sleep 
Making your mascara bleed 
Tears down your face 
Leaving traces of my mistakes 

(When I say) 
If I promise to go to church on Sunday 
Will you go with me on Friday night? 
If you live with me, I'll die for you 
And this compromise 

I hereby solemnly swear 
To tell the whole truth 
And nothing but the truth 
Is what I'll ever hear from you 
Trust is a dirty word 
That comes from such a liar 
But respect is something I will learn 
If you have faith

I don't know you 
But,I think I HATE you 
You're the reason for my misery 
Strange how you've become 
my biggest enemy 
And I've never even seen your face 

Maybe it's just jealousy 
Mixing up with a VIOLENT mind 
A circumstance that doesn't make much SENSE 
Or maybe I'm just DUMB 

You're the cloud hanging out over my head 
Hail comes crashing down 
welting my face 
MAGIC MAN,EGOCENTRIC PLASTIC MAN 
Yet you still get one over on me 

Maybe it's just jealousy 
Mixing up with a VIOLENT mind 
A circumstance that doesn't make much SENSE 
Or maybe I'm just DUMB

Staring out of my window 
Watching the cars go rolling by 
My friends are gone 
I've got nothing to do 
So I sit here patiently 
Watching the clock tick so slowly 
Gotta get away 
Or my brains will explode 

Give me something to do to kill some time 
Take me to that place that I call home 
Take away the strains of being lonely 
Take me to the tracks at Christie Road 

See the hills from afar 
Standing on my beat up car 
The sun went down and the night fills the sky 
Now I feel like me once again 
As the train comes rolling in 
Smoked my boredom gone 
Slapped my brains up so high 

Give me something to do to kill some time 
Take me to that place that I call home 
Take away the strains of being lonely 
Take me to the tracks at Christie Road 

Mother stay out of my way of that place we go 
We'll always seem to find our way to Christie Road 

Mother stay out of my way of that place we go 
We'll always seem to find our way to Christie Road 

If there's one thing that I need 
That makes me feel complete 
So I go to Christie Road 
It's home...