I fucked up 
I made a mistake 
Nobody does it better than myself 
I'm sorry 
I'm not afraid to say 
I wish I could take you back but I can't 

I'm so ashamed 
You're in so much pain 
I blamed you when things didn't go my way 
If I didn't, you'd be here 
If I didn't fight back I'd have no fear 
If I took another path 
Things would be so different, but they're not 

I could have just kept my big mouth closed 
I could have just done what I was told 
Maybe I should have turned silver into gold 
But in front of you, I was cold 

I fucked up 
I made a mistake 
Nobody does it better than myself 
I'm sorry 
I'm not afraid to say 
I wish I could take you back but I can't** 

I thought we had it all 
You brought out the best in me 
And somehow I destroyed the perfect dream 
I thought we were indestructible 
I never imagined we could fall 
Do you wanna know how to make God laugh? 
Tell him your plans 

We could've bought a house with a swimming pool 
Fill it up with Warhols, it would be so cool 
Could've gone riding stallions in the countryside 
With a pack of Great Danes 
Racing eye to eye 
We could've toured the world in a private jet 
Run naked on the beach, all soaking wet 
We could've climbed a mountain, 
Seen a perfect sunrise 
Written our names across the sky 
We could've gotten drunk and driven on the autobahn 
We could've got ourselves arrested in St. Germain 
We could've lived like crazy til' the day we die 
Instead I made you cry 

I fucked up 
I made a mistake 
Nobody does it better than myself 
I'm sorry 
Je suis désolée 
I wish I could take you back but I can't 

I fucked up 
I made a mistake 
Nobody does it better than myself 
I'm sorry 
I'm not ashamed to say 
I wish I could have you back, maybe one day, 
Or not