I, I am confused, fighting myself 
Wanting to give in, needing your help 
Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch
Outside I don't know you, but inside I'm fine (fucked) 

Can you see it in me? 
Skin cold from touch 
Each day confronted with what I have done 
You pull me closer, I push you away 
You tell me it's okay, I can't help but feel the pain 

I hate you 
Why are you taken? 
I love you 
I feel so helpless
Why is it you? 
ripping my insides each time I'm with you 
why do I try?