I didn't think that I had a debt to pay
Till they came to take all I had left away
You said you wouldn't put me to the test today
But I remember you saying that yesterday
There was a time when your mind wasn't out of control
Every memory and confession pouring out of your soul
Like a pill you couldn't swallow, and it swallowed you whole
Another lie, hard to follow, till they followed you home
And like that
Broken down, a victim of your...
Lies
You hide behind, lies
You don't know, why
You crossed the line
Wrapped up inside,
Your Lies
You hide behind, lies
You're lost inside that cold disguise
Behind your lies...
I don't know what you thought I might say
Seems like we never would talk the right way
Every other minute I fought for my place
And drop what I made, And thought you might stay
So, I'm guessing that you probably know
When your insides hollow then you ought to be cold
Like a pill I couldnt swallow, and it swallowed me whole
Another lie, hard to follow, till it followed me home
And like that
(Broken down, a victim of your...)
Lies
You hide behind, lies
You don't know, why
You crossed the line
Wrapped up inside,
Your Lies
You hide behind, lies
You're lost inside that cold disguise
Behind your lies...
(grunt) Rraaaah!
You're faking, you're mistaken
If you think that you could climb out of this hole
Forsaken, what we take with
All the lies above the power of control
The Microphone Molesta
The chevy undressed
Stupid dope fresh tight shit resurrector
Top gun man mod best of the besta
The living MC peace and resta
Still tested the flexed gunna
The make funna the appisary make runna
Make summa cold with rhymes that spit
Get gifted, lifted, delinquent wit
I be the prophet, in my hand
Top it, stop it, felt like rockin when I rock it
Locked it down with this perverse verse
Every fuckin curse I burst to hurt
Room crowds physical fitness rhymes
Coke heads couldn't do my lines
Decorated like Christmas pines with Italian rocks
MCs become silhouettes in shock
Chorus:
Reading my eyes will say it in many ways
Losing my pride will save it in many days
Hit the dirt
Because the words I spit will do more than just rip your shirt
I'll bitch slap your soul
Track the track control
You coming at me?
You can't hack it though
So ridiculous
Watching my crew get sick of this
Wickedness
Pitchin this
Lyrical brichisness
To crews and cliques
Maiden, men, and mistresses
This is my life
The twilight, the fight night
And trying to see nothing but the highlights
When I write
These eyes on horizons
Top of Mike, start cries on to Krylon
Fire on, rude men telekinetically
As aterically beats become a clarity
Feel averity's heroism, and heracy
And severe every MC I see with Neverity
Chorus
Why not
What a keep (3x)
Why not give me what I came to deserve
Why not give me what I came to believe (2x)
Chorus
I've lied to you
The same way that I always do
This is the last smile
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you
Pre-chorus:
[everything falls apart even the people who never frown eventually break down]
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
[everything has to end you'll soon find we're out of time to watch it all unwind]
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
I've tried like you
To do everything you wanted to
This is the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you
Pre-chorus:
[everything falls apart even the people who never frown eventually break down]
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
[everything has to end you'll soon find we're out of time to watch it all unwind]
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Forfeit the game, before somebody takes you out of the frame
Put your name to shame, cover up your face
You can't run the race, the pace is too fast, you just won't last
Wont last (repeat to fade)
You love the way, I look at you
While taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through
You take away if I give in
My life, my pride, is broken
You like to think you're never wrong x2
You have to act like you're someone x2
You want someone to hurt like you x2
You wanna share what you've been through x2
Learned (repeat to fade)
You love the things, I say I'll do
The way I hurt myself again, just to get back at you
You take away, when I give in
My life, my pride, is broken
You like to think you're never wrong x2
You have to act like you're someone x2
You want someone to hurt like you x2
You wanna' share what you've been through
You live what you've learned
Forfeit the game, before somebody takes you out of the frame
Put your name to shame, cover up your face
You can't run the race, the pace is too fast, you just won't last
Forfeit the game, before somebody takes you out of the frame
Put your name to shame, cover up your face
You can't run the race, the pace is too fast, you just won't last
Wont last (repeat to fade)
You like to think you're never wrong x2
You have to act like you're someone x2
You want someone to hurt like you x2
You wanna share what you've been through x2
You like to think you're never wrong x2
You have to act like you're someone x2
You want someone to hurt like you x2
You wanna share what you've been through
You live what you've learned
Something in here’s not right today
Why I am so uptight today
Paranoia’s all I got left
I don't know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
But I know just what it feels like to
have a voice in the back of my head
Like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
Face that watches every time I lie
Face that laughs every time I fall
and watches everything
So I know that when its time to sink or swim
The face inside is hearing me right beneath my skin
Its like I’m paranoid looking over my back
It’s like a whirlwind inside of my head
Its like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
Its like the face inside is right beneath my skin
Hey yo, here we go again with the pain I feel isn't real but in my mind
But I find myself in places with names, but not faces
My memory races at speeds hundred degrees
My soul it bleeds devil must’ve planted the seed
Now it feels like my backs against the wall, I’m taking the fall
Whenever I call nobody's responding at all
But I don't who I could trust they screaming my name
I need somebody to help me out of the flame
all I’m tryin to do is just master me all I want to do is smoke a blaster beat
but something keeps talking to me consciously
responsibly it keeps haunting me
From dusk till dawn
Everything has something for ya
That voice inside of your head got to projected, Paranoia
cold sweat.
Shining on your face exposing your purpose and if I
ripped off your skin I’d probably find another verse
Its nothin worse than trying to bring yourself up back from the dead
so I advise you listen to that voice in the back of your head
Its like I’m paranoid looking over my back ... Read more »
You hid your skeletons when I had shown you mine.
You woke the devil that I thought you'd left behind.
I saw the evidence, the crimson soaking through.
Ten thousand promises, ten thousand ways to lose...
And you held it all but you were careless to let it fall.
You held it all and I was by your side -
Powerless...
I watched you fall apart and chased you to the end.
I'm left with emptiness that words cannot defend.
You'll never know what I became because of you.
Ten thousand promises, ten thousand ways to lose.
And you held it all but you were careless to let it fall.
You held it all and I was by your side -
Powerless...
Ohhhh
And you held it all but you were careless to let it fall.
You held it all and I was by your side -
Powerless...
Forfeit the game
Before somebody else takes you out of the frame
And puts your name to shame
Cover up your face
You can't run a race
The pace is to fast
You Just won't last
You love the way,I look at you
While taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through
You take away,if I give in
My life
My pride is broken
You like to think you're never wrong
(You live what you’ve learned)
You have to act like you're someone
(You live what you’ve learned)
You want someone to hurt like you
(You live what you’ve learned)
You want to share what you've been through
(You live what you’ve learned)
You love the things I say I'll do
The way I'll hurt myself again just to get back at you
You take away when I give in
My life, my pride is broken
You like to think you're never wrong
(You live what you’ve learned)
You have to act like you're someone
(You live what you’ve learned)
You want someone to hurt like you
(You live what you’ve learned)
You want to share what you've been through
(You live what you’ve learned)
Forfeit the game
Before somebody else takes you out of the frame
And puts your name to shame
Cover up your face
You can't run a race
The pace is to fast
You Just won't last(2x)
You like to think you're never wrong
(You live what you’ve learned)
You have to act like you're someone
(You live what you’ve learned)
You want someone to hurt like you
(You live what you’ve learned)
You want to share what you've been through
(You live what you&rsquo
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I hate when you say you don’t understand,
I wanna be in the energy, right with the enemy, a place for my head.
I watch how the moon sits in the sky on a dark night,
Shining with the light from the sun,
The sun doesn’t give light to the moon,
Assuming the moons gonna owe it one,
And makes think of how you act to me, you do favors that rapidly,
You just turn around and start asking me about things you want back from me,
I'm sick of the tension, sick of the hunger,
Sick of you acting like I owe you this,
Find another place to feed your greed,
While I find a place to rest, I’m sick of the tension, sick of the hunger,
Sick of you acting like I owe you this, find another place to feed your greed,
While I find a place to rest.
I wanna be in another place, I hate when you say you don’t understand,
You'll see it's not ment to be
I wanna be in the energy, right with the enemy, a place for my head.
I wanna be in another place, I hate when you say you don’t understand,
You'll see it's not ment to be
I wanna be in the energy, right with the enemy, a place for my head.
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna
Two Two Three Three Ya Ya Ya
Gimme energon to keep me calm
You and your mom keep on the drom
Used to be a team, passed that baton
But you flop that bod as you drop that bomb
Take it to the john in your babylon
Flushed down with the sound that you carry on.
I don't really give a dang you pissed on my lawn
Took a dump like a punk now the battles on.
So sick of you stressin'
Sick of you fessin'
Sick of you actin' like I owe you some
Find another place to feed your face
If you don't we go bump, get it up, get crunk.
Part of me won't go away
Everyday reminded how much I hate it
Weighted against the consequences
Can't live without it so it's senseless
Wanna cut it out of my soul
And just live with a gaping hole
Take control of my life
And wash out all the burnt taste
I made the problems in the first place
Hang my head low cause it's part of me
Ya hardly see right next to the heart of me
Heard of me the routine scar
New cuts cover where the old ones are
And now I'm sick of this
I can't stand the sandpaper thoughts that grade on my sanity
I rather not even be then the man that's staring in the mirror through me
Cut myself free willingly
Stop just what's killing me
Cut myself free willingly
Stop just what's killing me
Cut myself free willingly
Stop just what's killing me
Cut myself free willingly
Stop just what's killing me
Chorus:
I feel it everyday
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me
Freedom can be frightening if you've never felt it
Once it's been dealt with you feel like you've been touched by something angelic
And then melted down into a pool of peace
Cease to be the animal you used to be
Remove the broken parts you know were wrong
And feel the calm when the problem's all gone
And then you start to see another piece of yourself that you can't let be
Memories of the last fight to free yourself
Take it to the depths of the bottom of the well
And now you know you can choose to lose the part in your heart
Where your insides bruise
You can live if you're willing to
Put a stop to just what's killing you
Cut myself free willingly
Stop just what's killing me
Cut myself free willingly
Stop
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Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here's not right today.
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia's all I got left
I don't know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
But I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
It's like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
(And watches everything)
So I know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me
Right underneath my skin
Chorus:
It's like
I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like
a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like
I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like
the face inside is right beneath my skin
I know I've got a face in me
Points out all my mistakes to me
You've got a face on the inside too and
Your paranoia's probably worse
I don't know what set me off first
But I know what I can't stand
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
I can't add up to what you can but
Everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time they lie
A face that laughs every time they fall
(And watches everything)
So you know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is watching you too
Right inside your skin
Chorus
The face inside is right beneath your skin (3x)
The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me (Repeat until end)
