I fucked up again it's all my fault. 
So turn me around and face the wall. 
Read me my rights and tell me I'm wrong. 
Until it gets into my thick skull. 

A slap on the wrist. 
A stab in the back. 
Torture me, I've been a bad boy. 
Nail me to the cross until you have won. 
I lost before I did any wrong. 

I'm hexed with regrets and bad luck. 
Keep you distance 'cause it's rubbing off. 
Or you will be damned to spend your life in hell. 
Or earth with me tangled at your feet. 
You finally met you nemesis disguised as your fatal long lost love. 
So kiss it good bye 
Until death do we part. 
You fell for a jinx for crying out loud.

To know you is to hate you 
So loving you must be like suicide 
Well I don't mind 
If you don't mind 
Hell, I am not the one that's gonna die 

I guess I just can't listen 
To this one-sided conversation again 
Well I don't care 
If I don't care 
No one ever said that life was fair 

Well everybody loves a joke 
But no one likes a fool 
And you're always crackin 
The same old lines again 
You're well rehearsed on every verse 
And that was stated clear 
But no one understands your verity 

The center of attention 
And an honorable mention once again 
Congratulations 
And salutations 
You're a figment of your own imagination 

To know you is to bait you 
And you fell victim to your own denial 
Well I don't mind 
If you dont mind 
You're was...ting...all...your...time

Somebody keep my balance 
I think I'm falling off 
Into a state of regression 
The expiration date 
Rapidly coming up 
It's leaving me behind to rank 

Always move forward 
Going "straight" will get you nowhere 
There is no progress 
Evolution killed it all 
I found my place in nowhere 

I'm taking one step sideways 
Leading with my crutch 
Got a fucked up equilibrium 
Count down from 9 to 5 
Hooray! We're gonna die! 
Blessed into our extinction 

Always move forward 
Going "straight" will get you nowhere 
There is no progress 
Evolution killed it all 
I found my place in nowhere 

Always move forward 
Going "straight" will get you nowhere 
There is no progress 
Evolution killed it all 
I found my place in nowhere

All brawn and no brains 
And all those nice things 
You FINALLY got what you want 
Someone to look good with 
AND light your cigarette 
Is this what you really want? 

I figured out what you're all about 
And I don't think I like what I see 
SOOOOO ... 
I HOPE I won't be there in the end 
if you come around. 

How long will he last 
Before he's a CREEP in the past 
And you're alone once again? 
Will you pop up AGAIN and be my 
"SPECIAL FRIEND" 'till the end? 
And when will that be? 

I figured out what you're all about 
And I don't think I like what I see 
SOOOOO ... 
I HOPE I won't be there in the end 
if you come around. 

I figured out what you're all about 
And I don't think I like what I see 
SOOOOO ... 
I HOPE I won't be there in the end 
if you come around.

My friend drove off the other day, 
And now he's gone and all they say, 
Is you gotta live cause life goes on 
But now I see i'm mortal too 
I can't live my life like you 
Gotta live it up while life goes on 

And I think it's alright 
That I do what I like cause that's the way I wanna live 
And so I give 
And i'm still giving 

And now I wonder about my friend 
If he gave all he could give 
Cause he lived his life like I live mine 
If you could see inside my head 
Then you'd start to understand 
The things I value in my heart 

You know that, 
I know that, 
Your watching me 

Gotta make a plan 
Gotta do what's right 
Can't run around in circles 
If you wanna build a life 
But I don't wanna make a plan 
For a day far away 
While i'm young and while i'm able 
All I wanna do is....

Wanna be a TV boy. 
Wanna be on Solid Gold. 
Wanna date a millonaire. 
Wanna make people stare. 

I wanna be on TV. 
Want people to know me. 
I wanna be on TV. 

Started out in 54 
Gonna be an omnivore. 
Wanna make people dance. 
Gonna take off my pants. 

I wanna be on TV. 
Want people to know me. 
I wanna be on TV. 

On a magazine. 
Gonna have some free cocaine. 
Wanna wear my Calvin Kleins. 
Then the world will be all mine. 

I wanna be on TV. 
Want people to know me. 
I wanna be on TV.

Looking back upon my life 
And the places that I've been 
Pictures, faces, girls I've loved 
I try to remember when 
Faded memories on the wall 
Some names I have forgotten 
But each one is a memory I 
Look back on so often. 

I look into the past 
I want to make it last 
I was there 

I look into the past 
I want to make it last 
I was there 

Looking back what I have done 
There's lots more life to live 
At times I feel overwhelmed 
I question what I can give 
But I don't let it get me down 
Or cause me too much sorrow 
There's no doubt about who I am 
I always have tomorrow 

I look into the past 
I want to make it last 
I was there 

I look into the past 
I want to make it last 
I was there 

Looking back upon my life 
Faded memories on the wall 
Looking now at who I am 
I don't let it get me down. 

Looking back upon my life 
And the places that I've been 
Pictures, faces, girls I've loved 
I try to remember when 
But I don't let it get me down 
Or cause me too much sorrow 
There's no doubt about who I am 
I always have tomorrow 

I look into the past 
I want to make it last 
I was there 

I look into the past 
I want to make it last 
I was there

Part I: The Death of St. Jimmy 

My heart is beating from me 
I am standing all alone 
Please call me only if you are coming come 
Waste another year flies by 
Waste a night or two 
You taught me how to live 
In the streets of shame 
Where you've lost your dreams in the rain 
There's no sign of hope 
The stems and seeds of the last of the dope 
There's a glow of light 
The St. Jimmy is the spark in the night 
Bearing gifts and trust 
A fixture in the city of lust 
What the hell's your name? 
What's your pleasure what is your pain? 
Do you dream to much? 
Do you think what you need is a crutch 
In the crowd of pain. 
St. Jimmy comes without any shame 
He says “we're fucked up” 
But we're not the same 
And mom and dad are the ones you can blame 

Jimmy died today 
He blew out his brains into the bay 
In the state of mind 
Is my own private suicide 

Part II: East 12th ST. 

Well nobody cares 
Well nobody cares 
Does anyone care if nobody cares? 
Well nobody cares 
Well nobody cares 
Does anyone care if nobody cares? 
Jesus filling out paperwork now 
At the facility on East 12th st. 
He's not listened to a word now 
He's in his own world 
And he's daydreaming 
He'd rather be doing something else now 
Like cigarettes and coffee with the under belly 
His life's on the line with anxiety now 
And she had enough 
And he had plenty 

Somebody get me out of here 
Anybody get me out of here 
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I lock myself inside my room 
I WANNA BE ALONE 
With you around, you'll only add on 
I WANNA BE ALONE 
Its been disturbed by my thoughts 
I WANNA BE ALONE 
With you around, you'll only add on 
I WANNA BE ALONE 

Please don't think I'm crazy 
I don't want you to understand 
My mind is growing hazy 
To hell with your helping hand 
Why don't you just leave me alone 
This conflict is my own 
Keep your sources away from me 
That's all 

I lock myself inside my room 
I WANNA BE ALONE 
With you around, you'll only add on 
I WANNA BE ALONE 
Its been disturbed by my thoughts 
I WANNA BE ALONE 

With you around, you'll only add on 
I WANNA BE ALONE 

Please don't think I'm crazy 
I don't want you to understand 
My mind is growing hazy 
To hell with your helping hand 
Why don't you just leave me alone 
This conflict is my own 
Keep your sources away from me 
That's all 

I lock myself inside my room 
I WANNA BE ALONE 
With you around, you'll only add on 
I WANNA BE ALONE 
Its been disturbed by my thoughts 
I WANNA BE ALONE 
With you around, you'll only add on 
I WANNA BE ALONE 

Please don't think I'm crazy 
I don't want you to understand 
My mind is growing hazy 
To hell with your helping hand 
Why don't you just leave me alone 
This conflict is my own 
Keep your sources away from me 
That's all

My mental stability reaches its bitter end 
As I step to the edge 
Of a shadow of a doubt 
With my conscience beating 
Like the pulse of a drum 
that hammers on and on 
As I reach the break of day 
As the sun beats down 
On the halfway house 
Has my conscience beating 
The sound in my ear 
The will to persevere 
As I reach the break of day 

When you've lost all hope 
And excuses 
And the cheapskates and the losers 
Nothing's left to cling on to 
You gotta hold on... 
Hold on to yourself 

A cry of hope, a plea for peace 
And my conscience beating 
It's not what I want 
For it's all that I need 
To reach the break of day 
So I run to the edge 
Beyond the shadow of a doubt 
With my conscience bleeding 
Here lies the truth 
The lost treasures of my youth 
As i hold to the break of day